Unlike you , I am a person who has a best fortune than your, but I don't think I need it. Sometime I'm unfortnate that I don't have you by my side when I need so, why? Cause I choice this way, the way that I never think I will fall down and nobody push me up, but you never know that, you never know that I wait for you everyday, just to tell you " good night" but I don't have enough spirit to done that, and just only this thing I can understand how much sadly you feel about me...I'm sorry my friend, but why couldn't my heart reach to your, eventhough you were there, sat next to me. Yes I didn't have enough confidence to tell you that how much I need you in my life, I wish I could be brave as I have been, but when you were there on the last minutes I turned my back and walked away, not even looked at your eyes and say, " don't lose your balance when I will not be there ok?" that is just a simple sentence that I have ever thought, I was every diappointment at myself,yes I can't ask for what I desire, and I know it deserve for me, I hope you can forgiven me. Until now, I am discovering one thing that nothing can replace you in my heart. Someday, You will understand what I talk about, but now, I pretend that I'm really happy now, but just for you are happier
Where is the power which help me get through all the days I don't have you by my side? Yes, I can not find anything to replace you, but by thinking about you get me warmer and happier. The weather is to cold, colder than I thought, but just see some of your shorty messenger can make my heart even get warmer and warmer. Do you know how much I miss you now? Everytime I sadly sit alone, I was thinking about you, when I lonely cry, I was thinking about you, have you ever think about me when you are sad...? I guess you don't. but that is ok, because we are unlike....
And inside my deep dark soul
let's me see I'm nobody
In a sencond
I can still see I'm lonlier
I'm very tired with pain and tear,
please lead me to the ways just have happy and love
P/s: bài này mình viết có 20' thôi, có lỗi bà con cho qua nha